Friday, August 26, 2011

being needed....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zsCD5XCu6CM&feature=related

am i really that crazy? i guess it just made me feel so worthless and so unneccesary,... and its not even your fault. i know you didn't mean it but i guess its just a trend in my life thats made me oversensitive about it...

why does it always happen this way? sigh why am i like this? i just have this need to be needed.. to know that i'm wanted, to know that i'm valued, to like be included....

like when salmon said she sent cupcakes to me as a surprise even though they didn't come that was enough... to really make my day like it really just is the thought that counts. or when like you guys drove up... so i know it's not like you don't care but like i just can't help the way i feel....

 loool the most fucked part is that i sanctioned it like what was i fucking expecting? when you make the perfet pass to a guy standing backdoor he's gonna tap it in even if he's horcoff... yet now i feel this strange feeling i don't know if its protective or jealous or what...i mean horcoff has to score there its not his fault. he did nothing wrong... really its not you, i'm more mad at the goalie... for trying to say the puck didn't fully cross the line... like you think i'm stupid?... or maybe you just think you're super sneaky... who knows...

man this yantra mat can't even help me... and it ALWAYS helps.... anyways fuck it...

but really you did nothign wrong horcoff... not your fault management signed you for so much... eventhough i know that sometimes the fans still hate him right?

1 comment:

  1. Linkin Park? Serious man? I can teach you to sing that. I guarantee you will sound better, because I think that their(?) voices sound awful.

    I have no idea about the rest of the stuff you're talkin' about, but expectations are enemies of pessimists. If you're gonna start havin' 'em, start being optimistic.

    And what on earth is a yantra mat? Better not be code for some sort of tantric sex device.

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